Thursday, November 22, 2007

haha. back to my jovial best. trying my utmost best not to think and worry.

crapping and crapping. just packed up some of my notes. its like can u imagine, 2 years worth of notes, ten year series and revisions set. packed and sealed in a box. my hope is never to look at them again.

today was a day or memories for me. its like i was at great world city with my parents. den there was this hugo boss cologne 'Eau De Toilette'. ok. i know it sounds like a name of a washroom. but it kinda made me think back to the times in barker. cus that was the first time i wore this cologne. all the times in scouts, day to day classes. it was funny. den it also reminded me of the time i was like super crazy in love. my operation mosquito. lol. all with this very cologne. mom said she was gonna buy it for me. haha. i can carry my memories and permeate the sense of smells of others. haha. its still on my hand now. haha. i love the smell.

came back. was packing up my stationary. lol. den i stumbled across some really old photos i took with manda and shelly. i think if i ever show these to ur future bfs. u two will so kill me. we all look so toot. there was one of me eating too. haha. some things never change. and gawd. i was freaking fat at one point too. that was the primary school days. my glasses were huge too. lol. den i had a photo with my parents. dads much fatter now. mom has shorter and coloured hair now. and me. still the same old cucu. just taller and fatter. haha.

den i was gonna dispose of this old plastic box. and i remembered how i got it. it was one of those u take at cold storage to put sushi into. and when i was a kid, i remembered thinking. eh. i can use this to keep my pens and stuff. so i couped 2 from the supermarket. that was when my cunning scheming resourceful mind was birthed. haha. to think they stayed in the drawer for 10 over years. i remember then wei wen and wei shan were super small. wei shan cried when we wouldnt take him along. wei wen always got home sick. now the buggers taller than me la. haha. my grandma then was fit enough to go on outings with us. we used to go to the zoo quite often and my aunt would take us around, buy us toys. and my mom always used to have the threat of, if i make my aunt buy toys that are too costly, she would dump them. thinking back, the statement is kinda dumb really. haha. cus dumping them would be a greater waste of money.

den in the same drawer were stickers i bought from this market we went to when we went to perth when i was pri 2 i think. den there was also a pen from sunway lagoon when we went there afew years after. haha. i remembered the kenny rogers chicken was swell. lol. food again. told u some things never change. lol.

funny how all these stuff got tucked away. some like the plastic box disposed of. maybe when i m 36, i ll be looking at the current additions to my drawers. maybe i ll be telling my kids, this is ur cucu dad when he was 18. and i ll be looking at those stuff like i was looking at them just now. looking back on 18 years of my life. reminising. take that little walk down memory lane. i might even be reading this blog entry if blogger doesnt close down for some funny reason. and i ll probably tell myself then. nicholas tan. ur a freaking old man. and when i m 34. someone remind to start preparing for the impending mid life crisis and make sure i have enough in my cpf to last till 100. haha.

|cowpoo| 12:27 AM|

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